Tuesday, June 15, 2010

how to be a poet

"how to be a poet"
by Wendell Berry

(to remind myself)

i

Make a place to sit down.
Sit down. Be quiet.
You must depend upon
affection, reading, knowledge,
skill—more of each
than you have—inspiration,
work, growing older, patience,
for patience joins time
to eternity. Any readers
who like your poems,
doubt their judgment.

ii

Breathe with unconditional breath
the unconditioned air.
Shun electric wire.
Communicate slowly. Live
a three-dimensioned life;
stay away from screens.
Stay away from anything
that obscures the place it is in.
There are no unsacred places;
there are only sacred places
and desecrated places.

iii

Accept what comes from silence.
Make the best you can of it.
Of the little words that come
out of the silence, like prayers
prayed back to the one who prays,
make a poem that does not disturb
the silence from which it came.

Friday, May 14, 2010

accidental poem

The sister cries, big branches press squeaking.
The teacher laughs, animal warmth pervading.
The daughter fumes, little piles in all corners.
The lover wilts, dry corn medicine taste.
The nurse heals, back humping over notebook.
The policeman shivers, soft parts and hard parts of foot.
The aspirant tries, curve of fur breathing, blinking.
The traveler plans, wind or truck over cricket hum.
The runner treads, the days fuzz coating hard.
The yogi breathes, little hair wind twisted dry.
The caretaker relents, salt tears dry rivers.
The drinker abstains, sun and windburnt cheeks.
The poet whispers, long nails over itchy sides.
The being breathes, stormy night drifts in the window.

Sunday, April 11, 2010

Bright Eyes- At the Bottom of Everything

We must talk in every telephone
Get eaten off the web
We must rip out all the epilogues in the books that we have read
And in the face of every criminal
Strapped firmly to a chair
We must stare, we must stare, we must stare

We must take all of the medicines too expensive now to sell
Set fire to the preacher who is promising us hell
And in the ear of every anarchist that sleeps but doesn’t dream
We must sing, we must sing, we must sing

It’ll go like this:

While my mother waters plants
My father loads his guns
He says death will give us back to God
Just like this setting sun is returned to this lonesome ocean

And then they splashed into the deep blue sea
It was a wonderful splash

We must blend into the choir
Sing as static with the whole
We must memorize nine numbers and deny we have a soul
And in this endless race for property and privilege to be won
We must run, we must run, we must run

We must hang up in the belfry
Where the bats and moonlight laugh
We must stare into a crystal ball and only see the past
And in the caverns of tomorrow
With just our flashlights and our love
We must plunge, we must plunge, we must plunge

And then we’ll get down there, way down to the very bottom of everything
And then we’ll see it, oh we’ll see it, we’ll see it, we’ll see it

Oh my morning's coming back
The whole world’s waking up
All the city buses swimming past
I’m happy just because
I found out I am really no one

Saturday, April 10, 2010

ebb and flow

sometimes
my heart fills up
like a big dumb balloon
bloated with blood and empathy
for the poor kid in the hall
the redneck in the aisle
my brother in the apartment

waves of filling
swelling against veinous walls
spilling over with threats
of open human love

other times
my heart closes up
criscrossed daggers
and gnarled liquorice roots
guarding, posturing tough
pettiness, which plays so rough

liquid flames fly high up
in the brain stem
primed for the mental manipulation
storing fantasies and plots
closed in grey tissue drawers

sometimes my heart is crushed
sometimes nothing is never enough

housewife

"Housewife" by Anne Sexton

Some women marry houses.
It's another kind of skin; it has a heart,
a mouth, a liver and bowel movements.
The walls are permanent and pink.
See how she sits on her knees all day,
faithfully washing herself down.
Men enter by force, drawn back like Jonah
into their fleshy mothers.
A woman is her mother.
That's the main thing.

words on paper

connections crumble
shift and shake
buried under
tectonic forces
of reality

words on paper remain
memory a mystery
life is [but] a dream



Sunday, March 7, 2010

sleepytown

my great grandpoppy helped found
this little old sleepytown.
strolled into the tavern
straight from the U.K.
and knocked some injuns
upside the head
with an oak rifle butt
and they gave it to him.
the days when men took
by force, not deceit.

its been through the wringer,
my little sleepy town
soaked by the river
pounded with grime
flooded with trash
then forgotten

ten years ago I swore I'd never come back
but now I sit by the river each night
counting my blessings
small as they are,
even bigger they seem

fireflies glowing up the mud
crickets barking sounds in the trees
ropes dragging dead limbs
unrecognizable, unnameable
hoots and hollers

this old town got a chemical jolt
for awhile
hillbillies on three day benders
scratching, uncomfortable
faces caving on themselves
scrubbing cracks with toothbrushes
entertaining only delusions of grandeur

now the town is saturated
in junk, just as sure a death
though, somehow, things seem
more
elegant
slow
fog descending
morning drooping down
like sleeping powder

a girl in black boots stomps along
bus stop sitters, ever patient.
a strange music poster
in the feed store window.
the boy on the bike
with the skinny bare chest,
crooked hat, smoking, sneaky glances,
peddles circles along the trail
so slowly.
even the red house on the corner
has gone to sleep.

will this town ever die out?
sleep-wearied
riflemen fleeing in the night,
nature twining her viney arms
back around cracked concrete
at her own pace.